Kia Ora-

Hmmmmmmm...

I really don't wanna. Let's just quit. Seriously. A change of scene would be good, wouldn't it? I'm just joking. But not really.

My brain is racing right now. I'm so not wanting to do a bunch of things right now. I want to be isolated. I want it to be Easter Week 2003. I want it to be 10 days before Christmas 2001. I want it to be early January 1999. I want it to be mid-January 1988. I want it to be anything but right here, right now.

I'm venting without specifics because this so applies to so much in my life right now. Could be Karmic, but I don't know. And I don't give a fuck.

I'm probably kicking and screaming for no reason at all. It always ends up ok.

Plus the Steelers lost, but I watched the whole game.

Aw well, fuck it.

Fuck it.

Fuck it.

Fuck it.

Fuck it.

Fuck it.

Fuck it.

Fuck it all.

Keep the fucking faith.

-N.